It had been a long ever since I update my blog. I think I almost forgot about my blog.. Today, I just feel so terrible. Everything isnt how it supposed to be! My words were being twisted and all the people around me blames me! what have i done?! I just book the damn chalet and I m called a materialistic girl! I know I am going HK soon but why just I cant a time with my secondary school classmate during my end of semester holiday?! Do you even think I have alot of time with them?! Why do all mothers just see the money on how much it need to spent for their children to go out friends and not see the happiness in it? While maybe not all mothers do, but my mother do! Every time when I need help to book a chalet for my friends and I to go, she will say the same damn words, Y must you book one who book it? I dont understand, Y others' parents can even help them pay and book the chalet even without a second thought? I figured it out that SHE is a money-thinker. All she care is her money! Even holiday! Which parent ask their children to pay money when they are not even working?! It is a funny world! I must listen and obey to such ridiculous theory and rule just because I m living under the parents' support? Then y is there filial piety when the parents' are living under our support? I dont understand the logic in it. I think I will blow out soon; living in this world! When I joke around that my mum friend is such a good mother in the evening, she can used that to scold and say me when it is 4-5 hour after i had said. Isn't it funny? I had enough of it really! I am tired! I will just sleep and on the computer everyday, maybe one fine day, I will sleep on and never wake up