Life is damn freaking idiotic to me! What the hell! Everything you say! You say all I care about is my friends and I talk back you say I got attitude problem! I think the damn problem lied on you! Freak! 10 beside got another "passer-by" who just add oil into the fire! What I talk without thinking?! Idiot lah! You then talk without thinking! You are damn freaking in your 40s and you talk lyk a 4 yrs old child. It is ridiculous to even say me! Reflect yourselves first before you damn even talk and say anything. Say me, think who damn freaking teach me and who freaking cause this! Think why dun treat everyone lyk how I treat you all! REFLECT YOURSELVES! I dun treat other elderies lyk this, I dun treat teacher lyk this, I dun treat even strangers lyk this! All of you say you understand me, but actually you dun! You dunno wat I lyk, you dunno wat I hate, you dun even know what i subject I lyk or which subject I m strong in! Why change me into what you think I SHOULD DAMN BE! Who do you think you are?! You are just my parents, not me! You want to know why I place my friend at the first place?! Cos they damn freaking know who I am and what I lyk. Do you know? You say I deserve punishment from god or whatever kama but you are the result of wat all happen! I hv nth 2 say. Mayb just punish me, so I can never ever say myself again!