2dai, wake up around 10. Bored; nth to do. On com, watch the 2009 MTV movie award. It is lyk all the prize were given to the twilight group. -_-lll Wanna bored to death liao. School reopening in 3 more weeks. -_-!!! Hate to know the time. Ugh! I m piss off by the day I spent, rotting in my house. I just hope that 1 kind soul can just meet me out before I decompose in my house. @_@ I wan to watch "Drag me to hell" which is surprisingly rated as PG but no1 would b available now and in the near future. I m kind of isolated from my frends. Every1 is goin sercetive lately. WT would not breathe a word about anyting tat is related YH and of course herself lately. YH, worst still, uncontactable and remain invisible from me; she predict and expect tat I wouldn't get a single idea of wat she is keepin from me and sort forget me which explain the fact of why I m the uninvited guest. SJ is as sercretive as WT; I should put it in away tat she is the combination of both YH and WT. So ths kick me totally out of wat they r doin now and totally invisible towards them. I tried once asking WT out on the day I went to do IC but it seem lyk she uninterested; making a whole pile of excuse for not wantin to go. Well, then fine. I didn't reply her msg nor talk to her. In truth I m really pissed off in tat moment of time, I almost cry out but I keep it bac. I really hate ppl who goes round the corners; if you don't wan to go then say it, if you don't wan to let me know the big sercret then tell me that I m not suppose to know! It is so simple, why make it so complicated for me?! N pls fcuk off to somewhere else to say all the dicussion! Don't create situation that make you say those stupid lies or weighing the thought to tell or not although the decision in your mind is an absolute NO! Pls make me feel better in a person! I had enough for all those fcukin lies! Keep me in dark 4ever if you have decided to not let me know anyting; don't tell some tat I can know and leave some I can't know! You may find it nth becos you are not in my situation, idiots! The bunch of idiots, rmb to put yourselves more into other ppl's shoes before hurting those you call as frends!